Sunday, January 16, 2011
@ 3:47 AM
today suddenly have a feeling wanna to take a cig to smoke...i really don't know why...feeling so frustrated...damn pissed off...one smoke will it cure everything? i guess no...
eating ice cream will make my mood better last time but i don think it work now..absolutely no...no longer work...not anymore... i am not emo-ing....is somehow got something is trouble me make me super unhappy.. and thats is also why i feel wanna smoking.first time really this is the first time..i hate ppl smoking but yet i thinking of to smoke now...what happen to me? am i kind of insane? yes. maybe.
