Saturday, October 3, 2009
@ 12:17 AM
erm..i am here to update....
ytd played badminton until my hand blue black again...
everytime play badminton sure will blue black...
den today morning the blue black bigger more bigger n pain...
but nvm...only just blue black wont die....
today evening actually wan to go sembawang park to play sand n water..
not really wan to ply water n sand lah...the real reason tt i wan to go is to shout out....
but too bad when i wan to go out the weather is bad so nvr go...
i had been waiting for a long time...feel wanna go beach now...
this few days alot of things came out from my mind...i don know y..
i hate it...the feeling is damn bad..n becoz of this i cant control my emotional...
the day before exam on wed i try to study after plying bball...but cant....
i cant memorise anything....den the next day exam i cant really concentrate on the paper...
all the problem came out from my mind....i can say i wont do well this time....
everything is out of my control....everything happen so sudden...
the words u say ,the action u do to mii is fake now....all rubbish...
everytime when i trust a person...the person sure will so something to break the trust...
i don know y....i had alr hurt many time by this....i had enough of this...
izzit that i cant have a friend tt worth to trust? or i cant trust anybody?
i really don know...i only can say this 4 words'Hurt me so bad' ...
sometime wan to find someone to talk.but i guess they is non for mii to talk to...
so is better that i keep to myself....
Maybe its true,maybe we
dont know wat
we have until we've lost it.
but maybe its also
true that we don know wat
we're missing until we find it.