Sunday, July 26, 2009
@ 12:14 AM
finally can update alr...
actually past few days wan to update
but the website had problem cant update...sad!
today woke up at 6am coz need to wear full U
n 7.15am need to meet Mdm Elaine n Sulivia at Admiralty
to go to GB HQ at Koven to take our ranks.
we reached they around 8.30am...15min early the email
that HQ sended to Mdm that wan us to reach there at 8.45am
but in the end u know wat....the service start at 10am to 11am..
OMG!!!can ur imagine how long we waited....
woke up so early
but in the end.. hiaz...sad...
after service we went to Bishan to have our lunch at Long John Silver...
wah!!!!damn fat man....cant take it loh....
OMG!!!Fats Fats Fats Fats...Argh!!!
after that home sweet home...in MRT i fall asleep seriously tis was the first
time i fall asleep in MRT....really very tired...
reached home striaght away went to sleep
until around 4.30pm...den around 6pm went to ply badminton
with kelvin,kam,kam bro n glenn n more until the light off...
photo will post soon...after i have all the photo that we took...
maybe i am not important to u anymore...
i always feel that i am just a replacement to u...
sometime i really don know wat to do...
i felt very useless...
when i with u seriously my smile was fake...
that is not my real smile...i don think u know it...
u only care about how u feel ...did u think about how others feel?
if i tell u how i feel u will understand u will do something to it...
i don think so.......
no one know how i feel n understand mii...
u can have alot of best friends but if u wan to find a
best friend that is understand u,know how u feel is very difficult to find one..
maybe in ur whole life don even have one...
best friend that u have u always hang out with
doesn't mean this are the friends that understand u..
maybe they just want to take advantage of u...
i don know....
i am sick n tired of everything..........
my life have no meaning............life suck!